29. But It's Cute!

A change from the angst.

Me and a Kuro do this to each other often. 

28. ARGH!

Continuing with anxiety related panels, I'll be posting a  little saga called "Silly Anxieties". I am also in the transition of making a new anxiety related saga called #MoltenCrazy, penned by the delightful Elliot Reid from Scrubs. It's a bit difficult as they are based from some tweets of mine that were just, well to put it bluntly, insane. 

So from a 160 character rant to a nicely drawn Biscuit? No easy task :P

27. You're Good, You Know

Doom-Ghost loves his cameos :)

Yeah, I have absolutely no confidence in myself to try these things. My sister has (jokingly) suggested that I'm slightly autistic. That has crossed my mind before, but I made the choice to be socially reticent as a young teen and adult, after experiencing so much bullying, hence social situations are still unbearable for me nowadays. This also made me doubt myself to the point that I have crippling anxiety and I don't "do" new things, but I still endeavour to learn them, but not to "show off" so to speak.

I'll give you an example, as I've said before, most people I know are fantastic musicians. I love seeing them play and seeing them delve into what they love the most. That energy, that enthusiasm, it's magnificent :) I love it! I love them! However, my brain start doing this little rigmarole where I enjoy the performance and become neurotic; it goes something like this:

"I'll never be that good, it'll take me years. The same amount of time that they've had, 10 years...but they are in their early 20s and have made albums, I'm 25 and only had 2 years so far, I'll be close to 40 if I follow that  pattern and by then I'll be a sad, wannabe dad rocker. I can't solo like that, how is he playing rhythm and lead at the same time!? Those arpeggios, shit.... That voice, that powerful, raw, rocker, operatic, voice. That charisma and charm...SHITFUCKINGTITTYWANKINGARSHOLINGFUCKBUGGER I'M WASTING MY TIME!!!!!
*brain broke*
*blue-screen of death*
*keeps on clapping and enjoying the music whilst experiencing a psychological Chernobyl*

Yeah.... :P

You can imagine how paradoxical I feel when these fantastic musician friends of mine tell me I'm good :S

WE'RE SORRY. WE ARE UNABLE TO PROCESS YOUR INFORMATION. PLEASE WAIT 30 SECONDS AND TRY AGAIN.

SYSTEM FAILURE. ERROR 404

PROCEEDING TO SHUTDOWN.

GOODBYE.

*blue-screen of death*

26. Introducing RAQUEL

Another double feature! She's another one of my close friends, a fantastic singer I made add :)

25. There Is Always an Ulterior Motive

Usually when Kuro gives me the puppy dog eyes, she wants something done. Like killing spiders :P

24. Tale of (B)romance

This was my 2nd attempt to try and write something about the word "bromance". It's not great, but it does represent my feelings at that rather contrived, but equally amusing, term.

Take it as you please, I do have my close buds. One who has called me Sweet Prince and I have called him Babycakes (although, now it's Buff Baby). Can you guess who I'm talking about?

Seriously, though. Check out his music! He's a babe :)

23. Scousefordshire Time

 

 

 

 

 

Dave and his girlfriend are big Adventure Time fans (as am I). Spot the references!

I was really glad that this strip met with their approval.  Especially since I drew Dave dancing the Buff Baby song as a joke, and I thought "I need to upload this".

Thanks, guys! :) You made an ancient 20-year old very happy :3